A long long Journey

Tired.

2011-04-20T15:27:00.002+08:00

I am sick of thinking for others when they dont even give a shit about how i feel.

This is CRAP.

So taking others for granted is what people do, then i will do the same too. Why bother when no one bothers too.

Messed up

2010-12-21T15:25:00.002+08:00

My life is in a mess now.

When the year is ending, I always have lots of feeling.

I did not accomplish anything this year, except that i graduated with a THIRD CLASS HONORS for my degree. This is fucked up.

I have not save up for my upcoming trip to taiwan with my girlies.

I had nothing, and still nothing.

Also, what make me feel worst is that i'm turing 23 in abt 1 month plus time. THIS SUCKS.

Okay people, tell me what can I do about it. Sucks to be me. Really.

Wing

A new beginning.

2010-12-18T12:04:00.001+08:00

New year, new resolution.

I will make full use of my every moment from the start of the coming 2011.

Make my life fulfilling. I will set my goals and achieve what I want.

I will let my dreams come true.

Welcome 2011.

Loves,
Wing

What can I do?

2010-10-04T12:56:00.002+08:00

I feel so lost. I dont know what i need to do.

I'm thinking far now. How about you? Passing day by day doesnt help now.

We need to do something so we can see the future. Do you understand? Do you know i'm in a very difficult position.

I need to please you yet i need to please my parents. I start to hate this kind of life. I want to do something that my parents will be happy and i dont have to bother so much.

So now i choose to walk alone. Alone, without you. To come to a conclusion like that doesnt make me feel good. But i guess it's the best for both of us. Or to be selfish, it's best for me.

I'm really tired of this maintaining this relationship.

Wing

.

2010-06-15T05:39:00.001+08:00

Who hasn't been a two-headed snake before? But you were far better than them. You did it without a trace of being caught, so you will still remain the good image that you have.

Take off your mask and be who you are. Pretending is hard, I know. You don't have to, because I already found out.

A nice getaway.

2010-06-07T19:32:00.001+08:00

Bintan was fun with the girls:) I miss bintan!

Plan the next trip soon girls!

P.s. I hate grasshopper!

Loves,
Wing

Never.

2010-03-31T23:26:00.003+08:00

Never trust them all.
Never listen to what they lied.
Never be so silly to think that they will treat you the way you treat them.

It's all because you are just a back up for them when they can't find anyone.

Wing

Priority

2010-03-16T20:58:00.001+08:00

I want to study.
I really want to.
I need motivation.

Please, someone help me.

Loves,
Wing

endure

2010-03-12T22:01:00.003+08:00

I will endure the pain.
I will be strong.
I will get over you.
I will hate you forever.

Goodbye my lover.

Wing

Fuck

2010-03-10T09:00:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling so fuck up right now.

Wing

Not right.

2010-03-04T05:34:00.001+08:00

I've been studying for days but when I'm recalling what I had studied, nothing came to my mind.

What is really going on? I think I have not been concentrating. So the past few days have gone to waste.

I really need to set my mindset right.

P.S. Sorry if i've been neglecting you.

Loved,
Wing

A moment like this

2010-02-28T15:11:00.001+08:00

The time with them is always never enough. We have lots to say and share.

The bond and feelings I have for them will never be the same as for others. They are the only people really close to my heart.

Thanks for being there. Also, thanks for all the care and concern shown. Appreciated.

Loves,
Wing

Just not right

2010-02-26T06:45:00.001+08:00

Just doesn't feel right about everything and anything.

Maybe I should hide at a corner and live by myself. I will feel better this way.

Wing buck up! Stay forcus. Set your priority right.

Okay, goodnight people.

Loves,
Wing

Testing testing 1 2 3

2010-02-25T02:52:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'm trying if this application from my iPhone works.

I hope it works so I can blog using my iPhone:) it saves me much trouble.

Hello all! I wonder if anyone is still reading my blog. Lol.

Anyway, I've realized that what's true and what's false in life. I have learned so much from the people around me. Thanks for showing your true self and letting me know who are my friends and who are just passerby in my life.

P.S. Conquer your fear and you will ultimately reach your goal.

Loves,
Wing

I'm back.

2010-01-26T21:34:00.004+08:00

I'm back. Finally, alive.

First post after the 26th days of the new year that had started.

Aimlessly passing through the days. I'm wondering if this is what I wanted.

Loves,

Wing

This is how I feel about love.

Pain.

2009-12-02T23:52:00.003+08:00

I can feel the pain for my brother. My heart ache for him. I hope his hair problem will be gone soon after the injection. I hope nothing will happen to him. Seeing his helpless and depressed face, i feel hurt.

If I had to sacrifice something in order for his problem to be solved. I'm willing. I'm willing to do anything for my family members. As they are the only true close ppl that will care for me.

Ppl, open your eyes to see the "True" and cruel world.

P.S. Pls answer to my prayer.

Wing

Moody.

2009-10-15T22:06:00.004+08:00

I don't feel good.
Everything is left undone.
Piles of work.
I just want to sleep and eat.
I don't have the motivation to carry out the task i should do.

Depressed,
Wing

Back.

2009-10-03T02:06:00.003+08:00

Second week of school. Tired but enjoyed schooling. Though i miss holiday too! The feeling is like soooo good:) Serious.

After a long break, now got to really buck up. Although UOL have not revert my appeal but i still pin much hope to pass my CF:) Wish me luck!

Life as usual. Work, study, Bf and sleep. Now i would say i really lack of time. I need time for my project and homework.

Okay, way to go Wing. Jia you!

Loves,
Wing

.

2009-09-08T03:42:00.002+08:00

I just dont want to delete this blog because I hope when I grow older I still can come back and recall the memories of these periods.

Feeling so down. I'm such a let down. A totally uncool girl or rather woman at all.

Sorry girls if I've been a sour bitch recently. I just need some time to think about what to do next.

Wing

Energy pls.

2009-08-12T14:25:00.002+08:00

Mentally and physically drained. Maybe it's becos at the age of 21 you will start to feel to grow old. Every part of your body is aging.

My girls too. Once they reached the 21, they changed to how i feel. Grins. Now there are ppl to accompany me. Only left ping:)

You will start to take care of your skin, your sleeping time, your food intake and the list goes on and on. Perhaps you will start to feel you are aging from the inside not outside first. Omg. It's so not us to sit around and not talk like for more than a minute except ping. All the 21s will just sit there and rot. Laughs. Not energentic anymore.

It's obvious that once you turn 21, your life changes. You are truly and adult now. More stress, less fun. That's it.

Depressed,
Wing

Tiring

2009-08-04T16:02:00.002+08:00

I dont wanna work anymore. It's so tiring.

I wanna rest. I've been working for years. I need a break.

I just wanna live without doing anything except shopping and sleeping. Lol. Possible?

Loves,
Wing

Notice.

2009-06-02T11:52:00.002+08:00

Ppl, currently not blogging in this blog add. Need some space of my own.

Wing

2009-06-02T11:47:00.002+08:00

Totally lost. I dont want to know the truth.

P.S. I miss you. Can we turn back time?

Loves,
Wing

L4D

2009-05-26T03:07:00.001+08:00

L4D SUCKS. To the max.

I swear I wont ever play again.

2009-03-29T20:43:00.002+08:00

Seriously some people are so evil that they deserve to be shoot in their heads.

P.S. I loathe them.

Love.

2009-03-17T02:58:00.002+08:00

LOVE, a word so simple yet so hard to accomplish.

If I have faith that can move mountains, but I have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I posses to the poor and surrender my body to flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It is not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. In a relationship, three things remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Wing

OMG!

2009-03-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

I dont have time!

Will post again!

Loves,
Wing

21st Birthday!

2009-02-14T14:29:00.010+08:00

My blog had rotten. Lots to post but pictures speak louder than words.

In all, I had an enjoyable 21st. Thanks to all my brothers and sisters, Bffs, special girfriends and of course Baby and his friends.

There's more to come. Waiting for yuan ping to send me the pictures! I'm busy recently so will update again people!

Me and baby:)

Happy!

The Bffs. Shen's not here!

I wish I wish....

Only nana and me!

Baby boy:)

My favourite Ice Cream cake from baby:)

Loves,

Wing

Elated.

2009-01-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

I wanna say a big Thanks to baby! For everything u've done for me! Surprise!

Getting prepare for Chinese New Year. Not really in the mood yet. Going for reunion dinner at baby's grandma place. Weeee.....

What June said was true: "Life's too short to become somebody else." So ppl let's not try to act like others. Be original.

P.S. Live for urself and not for others.

Loves,
Wing

Unenthusiastic at all

2009-01-22T17:31:00.002+08:00

Went to shop around these few days. Nothing much. All the designs of the clothes are the same. Make me feel disgusted upon seeing them. Pouts:(

Thanks nana and his brother for the accompanied on tuesday:)

Of course not forgetting my baby for riding me around the different shopping malls to look for my clothes. But i still got nothing. Lol. Baby must be damn tired. A big thanks to big baby!

I hereby wish everyone around me a " Advance Happy Chinese New Year!".

Loves,
Wing

A moment like this.

2009-01-16T16:50:00.003+08:00

The BFFs:)

One two three, snap!

Michael Jackson?

The nerds.

7 years of friendship, still counting.
You girls are the man!

P.S. You are my life now.

With Loves,
Wing

Random

2009-01-15T21:12:00.002+08:00

Emo-ing

Loves,

Wing

Expect more.

2009-01-15T01:56:00.003+08:00

Too busy to blog recently. Test coming up. Assignment due next week. What else can be worst than these?

Outing with girlfriends were fun. Too little time and too many things to do. WE AINT ENOUGH! C'MON BFFs! Cheers to us!

Chinese New Year is around the corner. I haven done any cleaning yet. Soon i guess. Next week will be a good time:)

Our Shendia invited us to join her with her MUSTAFA shopping trip tomorrow. Sounds fun? I can imagine the smell. Laughs.

Met nana yesterday and we decided to do our shopping this friday! WOO! Our hunny bunnies are going to fetch us there! Yippee!

Will update soon!

Loves,
Wing

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T20:15:00.002+08:00

Goodbye 2008. A new year arrived. New list of resolution too.

Had countdown to say goodbye and welcome the new year with baby and friends.

Didnt get to celebrate with my BFFs but i think they had an awesome night at Ping's house:)

I wish all the ones around me stay healthy and happy always in this new year. May all the goods fall on them.

This will be a good and perfect year:)

Twilight

2008-12-26T21:58:00.003+08:00

The International Bestseller

This book is awesome:)

It's a must read!

Count down for christmas!

2008-12-25T21:32:00.003+08:00

This is a good place to chill:) Ben&Jerry's ice cream, cocktails and finger food! After count down:)

Shen satisfied face with the Ben&Jerry's ice cream

Faith was trying to ask if we could get the smoking area!

Finally the three of us! Short of our Q tutu:(

This Christmas was a different one. We went to Harry's. Indeed a nice place to chill at. Thanks to Faith and Shen for the idea! Everything was great there. We even had our all time favourite. Ben&Jerry's Ice cream:) Ice cream never fail to cheer us up.

Our next chill out place will be at the Ben&Jerry. I'm waiting girls:) Of course with Q tutu around too! She must had fun last night too.

Last but not least, MERRY CHRISTMAS to all my friends and family.

You people rock my world:)

Loves,

Wing

This blog post is for you.

2008-12-24T17:14:00.002+08:00

This blog post is for you, Yue Ting. Now get things clear alright. Except for this post, the rest of my posts have got nothing to do with you.

Like what you've admitted about replying my posts. I think you can stop the nonsensical act for that you have mistaken by ur over sensitivity.

You have got my number so if u have any doubts about anything, ring me. I will be there to answer. Face it like a woman. Act like a grown up.

I had already stated clearly in this post. So get alive alright.

Wing

Christmas!

2008-12-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

Not sure what's the planning for this Christmas countdown. But there will be a BBQ for New Year countdown:) Really literally counting down now. Cos I cant wait. My neck is getting real long.

Decided to shop for new year clothes with nana next year. LOL. January is next year right? Nana and i had decided where to go. Wondering if Lala and little god son of mine wanna go. Hope she can tag along but it's going to be crowded. I think lala cant stand the crowd.

Oh god, time flies. One blink and we are entering the new year. It kinda makes me excited. However, I do not know what's the reason.

P.S. All I want for Christmas is you...

Loves,
Wing

An Impact.

2008-12-12T17:20:00.002+08:00

Just recover from my high fever. After the night out with BFFs, i gotten high fever for whatever reasons it may be.

Rest for like 3 days. Non-stop hit sleeping. Omg! I have not finish my assignment which is due on monday! Damn it. Anyway my BFFs rock to the core! WOO HOO~~~

Suddenly there is a great impact on me. Towards what i feel for people. I cant say i'm not selfish at times. But some are over limit that i do not know how to phrase in proper sentences to describe their actions i've seen.

It's overly, extremely scary to face the reality. The truth which you wont even want to think of. Who doesnt want to be happy? Who doesnt think for themselves only?

Anyway, it's a long story. My friends pls stay happy!

Loves,
Wing

About life.

2008-11-26T16:07:00.002+08:00

Picture gets clearer when time passes. Now i can see who are my real girlfriends. Who i am suppose to cherish and who not to.

Is time to let go the broken pieces of the puzzle and change a new one.

Time management needed here. Lots of school work to catch up and tests are coming up.

New year is coming. Hope everyone around me stay happy and healthy.

Loves,
Wing

Fun!!!!!!!

2008-11-21T22:44:00.005+08:00

This week was the most enjoyable week of my whole year! Like wth! Lifeless through out the past months!

Went to dbl O. It's fun! Since so long that i last club! The dancing wasnt enough for June, Shendia and Alicia. Like what the.... Yuan ping got drank after 2 waterfalls! LOL. Then she went back home after vomitting in the club! Lying everywhere where she can. Cool 20th birthday for her!

On the other hand, i missed my lala's birthday. Didnt know anything before hand cos they planned it so last minute.

Okay so much for the enjoying part. The not so enjoying part is my assignment is not done yet! dead! Need to submit by next tuesday! Dead meat:(

Wing wing enough for all the slacking mood! Really gonna buck up. Pull my socks like real up until like socking so high! Lol.

Okay here goes some pictures!

Happy Birthday to our Ping mei!

BFF:)

You know what girls!

Count down for ping' birthday!

My qing teng is nice lah shendia, stop peeping and eat ur mee!

BFF:) Short of one!

Shendia high on drugs!

After club:)

Whatever!!!

June!

Alicia!

Shendia:)

Yuanping!

At work place:)

Preparing to go my cousin's wedding.

Loves, Wing

New hope:)

2008-11-15T21:00:00.005+08:00

Okay, the new year is coming of cos i must have some new year wish or so ever. This is going to be a long long list! Of cos not going to list down for u all cos it doesnt concern u ppl! But just hope these wishes will come true.

Ppl pls be take note of the new Wing in 2009! LOL! Bless me alright!

Here are some pictures. I notice long ago that i didnt post any photos! But here are just some of it!

P.S. I'm lazy to post cos i got to wait so long! Makes me feel sleepy! Moreover, i seldom take pitcures anymore as my face like CMI:(

F**K Face can?

Nice one my mouth was opened!

BFF Club!

I was doing the "ONG LAI" dance!

Shendia took this!

Shendia and Me!

Me and Nana chatting at my house void deck like super late!

Thanks to shendia! She took & edited this.

At yong zhuang's BBQ! I miss them lah!

This is what you do when lecture gets boring:)

Okay, that all! My mood is liek super high now! Bff you hould know why!

Loves,

Wing

2008-11-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

I have wasted all my free time on sleeping! I have no idea what to do during my free hours! Revise my work? The moment i take out my books, my eyes started to close:( That's very bad of me!

Kinda scared although exams still like 3 months away! I dont understand a single thing at all! This is scaring me off!

Always meeting friends, chat till wee hours and head home to sleep. Bad for my health! But i love meeting my peeps! They are cool! Woo!

All my friends, pls take care! Loves! I miss all of you!

P.S. I am very excited about Ping's birthday celebration cos we are heading to the club club club! WEEEEEEE!

TEST!!!

2008-10-22T21:56:00.002+08:00

I received a news ytd from my Macro lecturer. I am having a class test next week! Dead. I Know nothing about that module yet. Gonna spend my time mugging this whole week. Shag:(

My schedule's like so packed. I feel so busy out of a sudden. Working every night. This is killing me. Fuck it.

Depressed,
Wing

What a day~!

2008-10-19T19:16:00.002+08:00

Help my dad at his shop. Went back home at about 5 plus after my cousin came to took over. First thing when i reach home, had arguements with my mum. Because of some unimportant things.

Rush out once i put my bag, Kinda guilty now:( She is all alone at home. Brother is at army. Omg. I am a bad daughter. Definately.

Having mood swing i guess. Get irritated easily these few days. Fuck these shits. Having school tomorrow. Phew. Busy schedule. Dont know how to handle myself at all.

Killmepls,
Wing:(

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2008-10-17T22:35:00.002+08:00

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Recommended for one site PSP Games!

Thanks,
Wing

=)

2008-10-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

Okay i update my blog:)

Lenette and ping asked me to update. What can i write except those same thing.

I'm having depression. The school work is kiiling me! Seroiusly i dont understand a single thing. I wanna mug. But lack of determination. Help girls! Drag me out from the slacking mood. Slap me hard on the face and tell me i gonna start studying!

Cant attend Stella's wedding:( Cos baby's sister just passed away. I miss en en:( it's kinda different now without her around. Although i dont always meet her but she stands a place in my heart.

I wanna go shopping. My wardrobe is like "out of fashion" omg! Faint!

Kill me,
Wing

2008-09-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

Finally had settled my school stuff! Modules changed and notes gotten. Phew! What an exhausting matter to deal with. Thanks to Shendia for pestering the module leader! LOL!

Anyway thanks baby for sending me to school today. Went to visit enen. I hope she get well soon. She looks better than what i've heard from baby's mummy. Enen jia you:) You will get well!

Lack of cash recently. Like freaking broke. Next month work schedule is like pack. But earn more than usual so is a good thing:)

Baby's birthday is like 1month plus away. I still thinking what to get for this naughty boy of mine! He always want good and expensive stuff. WTH!

Hope life will get better. Praying hard.

Loves,
Wing

:)

2008-09-19T09:05:00.003+08:00

Just bored! I haven sleep at all! Cool!

My stomach feel so unwell:(

P.S. Fuck yetserday's Micro lesson. Reading notes are bad for you! WTH!

Unwell,
Wing

Something i realised.

2008-09-17T12:53:00.002+08:00

I realised that my blog is freaking boring. There's no pictures and always full of shit. I dont blog regularly. I only blog when i feel like and most of the time when i'm sad.

This is like WTH. But i only got a few readers which are my bestie! I wanna change my blogskin real soon. But somehow, it's so troublesome. Fuck this shit!

To all my sisters and friends, take greatest care. Although i may not be around by your side. But i'm just a phone call again. Miss all of you!

Loves,
Wing

A girl with a broken heart.

2008-09-08T04:39:00.002+08:00

I dont know but somehow i felt the changes between us. I guessed you felt it too. This drifting makes me scare.

This time is different. I finally understood no matter how much i do for you. You will never see it.

Having you by my side still makes me feel lonely. Lonelier than i'm alone on my own.

Standing by your side makes me feel like a normal friend to you.

I'm just fooling myself all these while i guessed.

But no matter what i still love you.

Wing

2008-09-01T04:19:00.002+08:00

I wonder sometimes why he just cant understand me. I'm tired of the over and over again quarrelling. It's getting no where. I know. But it just hurts me to leave.

I cant let go. I cant do anything about our quarrelling too. What am i suppose to do?

This song is best to describe how i feel now.

Silly,
Wing

Hi!

2008-08-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

Busy with my bridging exams and I didnt blog. Okay, life still the same. Bored and broke. Damn it.

Somehow I dont know what to do except for studying. I think i need to mug damn real hard. Heard from Shendia UOL is not an easy way through University. Like only 8 ppl got First class honor and they were all from China.

Have a strong feeling to quit my clinic job. Kinda bored to work as a clinic assistant. No work no money. Omg.

Wish me lots of luck and hope to hear my good news for tml! Guan ni ma, pls let me pass!

Loves,
Wing

2008-07-27T22:37:00.002+08:00

I hate every 27th of the month.
I'm really numb about it.
It's no longer the same.
We wont be like last time anymore.
How nice.

Wing

2008-07-26T06:15:00.002+08:00

Love with all your heart like i do.

I LOVE YOU.

Silly,

Wing

Love me.

2008-07-24T12:17:00.003+08:00

I just feel insecured. I dont know why.
But somehow we are drifting far apart.
I'm getting sick of the quarrelling and misunderstanding between us.
We just cant communicate.

PS: Dont promise if you need to give a phony explaination after that.

Confused,
Wing

I'm dread of waiting.

2008-07-23T14:49:00.002+08:00

I'm dread of waiting for u when u said u are coming back.
I'm dread of waiting for u to tell me the truth rather than me finding out the truth.
I'm dread of waiting for u to turn back and take a good look at me.
I'm dread of waiting for u to change when u said u will and u are not doing so.
I'm just dread of waiting. That's all.

Silly,
Wing

MATHS!!!!

2008-07-10T00:51:00.002+08:00

Today's math lesson is gonna kill me. Brain dead.

Okay, I'm home today. Like finally i stay at home at this early hour! Kinda bored actually.

I kinda miss my brother although he just went to the army only the second day!

Baby is working. Somehow i felt there's something missing between us. The feeling is no longer the same anymore. I meet him but we nv really talk. So near yet so far. He is just beside me but it felt like countries apart.

I want to find back the old feeling between us. I miss the old him. The caring and cute little baby. I want him back.

Miserable,
Wing

Stressed!

2008-07-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

OMG! I'm so stressed over school stuff! Help!

Wing

Good Day!

2008-06-19T08:01:00.003+08:00

Ytd was fun! Gossip and lots of funny jokes!

Most of all i enjoyed hanging out with my girls!

Loves! Girls, meet up soon. Much misses. Like so fast!

Kisses,
Wing

Take me away.

2008-06-13T00:27:00.003+08:00

Heartache.

Got nothing to say.

I'm foolish.

Take me away.

=(Wing

What is my life becoming to?

2008-06-11T08:55:00.003+08:00

I do not know what has happen. My life is becoming more meaningless each and every single day.

No feeling right to go home but my phone keep ringing after the day turns dark. Dad keep calling to chase me home.

Reached home went into my room. Mum shouted with irritation at me: " Could you pls stop making so much noise. I just fall asleep! Making ppl wake up everytime."

For nothing, was being showed face by my bf. Thought he could be the one i can rely on. But i was wrong. Totally wrong. He showed me attitude for nothing and i was being farked.

I know this relationship was a wrong decision right from the start. I know it's not worth it. But i just cant let go. How stupid can I be. Peeps tell me! Tell me what to do. I'm lost. I really totally lost myself....

Everything doesnt seems to go right or left for me. None of the ways I can turn to. I just wish to be alone seriously.

How can a person's day to be as bad as mine. To be screwed by 3 ppl on a single day without doing anything wrong?

Pls help,
Wing

Joke of the day!

2008-06-09T16:39:00.004+08:00

A lawyer ans a blonde were sitting next to each other on a plane. The lawyerwas bored, so he looked at the cute blonde and decided to ask her to play a game with him.

She wasnt very enthusiastic, so the lawyer made her an irresistible offer- every time she couldnt answer his question; she had to pay him five bucks.

And thinking he was damn smart, he said that if he couldnt answer her question, he would give her a hundred.

She said "Okay".

His first question was: "What's the distance from earth to the nearest star?"

She looked at him, blinked her eyes, and gave him fice bucks.

Then it was her turn, so she asked: " what goes up a hill with three leggs and comes down with four?"

He was stunned because he couldnt believe he couldnt answer the question.

Frustrated, he finally exclaimed, "I give up!"

Then he paid her hundred dollars.

As she was putting the money into her pocket, he asked, "So what's the answer to your question?"

She looked at him, blinked, and gave him five bucks.

Funny pom pi pi!

I'm lost.

2008-06-06T13:00:00.002+08:00

I do not understand what did I freaking do to make baby and I quarrelled like everyday!

This is so so not happening at all! Okay, what's now. We quarrelled again for like nothing. A moment ago we are still happily eating KFC. Then back home we quarrelled. Damn it.

I think there's something wrong with my blog! I cant leave a space for the sentences in the previous post!

Yeah somehow i agreed to what Shendia said. Blogger are hard to use! So DONT TRY THIS AT HOME! Lol.

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Broke!

2008-06-04T17:52:00.012+08:00

I'm so broke now! Paid 150 bucks for my school registration fees as an UOL student.

Okay, gonna be a mugger soon again! Welcome back Wing to the study world!

THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS BACK NOW! SHOP TILL YOU DROP!

Girls, when are we heading to town? I'm so bored!

Loves,

Wing

Much Misses

2008-06-02T16:16:00.001+08:00

I suddenly kinda miss this moment:)

2008-06-02T10:10:00.001+08:00

I'm so bored! Help:(

2008-05-31T07:01:00.000+08:00

I believe in karma

Do you?

Happy Graduation!

2008-05-29T10:51:00.006+08:00

Offically graduated on 28 May 2008! Congrats to all 2008 graduates!

Omg is a yet happy but sad day for us! I will miss Ngee Ann lah!

But my new school is like just beside it:) Wahaha!

Shall work hard. 2 more years to my Degree graduation! Wee!

Okay I know my pictures are a bit ugly but nvm! I still love it!

Pulau Ubin Trip!

2008-05-27T14:09:00.006+08:00

It was fun that day although all of us didnt slp the previous night. All damn shag and still drag our feets to Pulau Ubin. We cycled and Fuji make us laugh until our teeths drop!

He do so many stuns and buang so many times! LOL! It was fun i must admit! Waiting for our next trip!

Take care everyone! Ride safe always Xiao Yao's members!

Happy hours!

2008-05-20T02:01:00.008+08:00

Let the pictures speak rather than me:)

Star grab the photos! But is not all that I posted! Will post the rest tml! I'm tired!

Happy Mother's day!

2008-05-12T01:17:00.002+08:00

Today was quite a nice day i should say. Went to work in the morning with only a few hours of slp. Cool! After work went home to clean my room and sweep the floor. Doing mum a great favour because it's mother's day you see. Laughs.

Actually wanted to meet nana and yue ting for steamboat but i got dinner with my family at night. So before dinner i closed my eyes for a few hours then get really for dinner.

Dinner was fabulous. Went to chomp chomp. Had stingray and stuff. yummy. *_*

It's been a long time since i go out with my family. Kinda miss it.

Okay i'm having sleepless night everyday including today. So i blogged. If not i will just head to my cosy bed. Drinking my warm milk now. Hope i can get back to bed soon!

Loves,
Wing

Real Dead

2008-05-11T03:53:00.003+08:00

I wonder what the hell has gone into me. Recently I'm having insomia every night. Damn shit.

I think I'm facing a lot of problems but it's created by myself. Money seems to be the big issue here. I'm starting school next month and the fees cost a huge bomb. WOO!

I have problems telling my parents to pay the fees for me. Seriously, I am not those who can just ask for money from my parents. That's the problem! But I do not have enough money to support myself through this.

School haven started but I'm like so stressed. I must do well and will do well. This is the only thing I can do now. Work hard!

Okay, I really need some help over here. My life has always been upside down. Pls for goodness sake spare me man! I hate this kind of feeling.

It's going to be 4am and I'm having work in the morning. Cool isnt it?

Baby is sleeping so soundly, guess he is really worn out by work. He seems happy with the job. I'm glad for him. Hope he can strive hard and reach his goals soon:) Loves baby.

Wing

2008-03-27T14:29:00.002+08:00

Boring day. Staying at home and doing nth. OMFG!

I'm lost for words. Dont know where to start. Everything seems so blur to me now. I hardly can explain it myself. To be frank, I dont know what i am aiming for now. Life seems so meaningless.

Baby's gonna change job soon. Hope this is a better choice:) I wish all the best for him. Seeing him happy means I will be happy too I hope.

Okay, I think I'm gonna catch some drama and rest then go for work. Freaking bored! Help me someone.

Lala, ting and nana I think i miss you all. Hope u all are doing good. Meet out soon:)

Loves,
Wing

2008-03-25T19:58:00.005+08:00

Everything is like black and white. Like it has been the past. Somehow i felt there's still a connection there. We are missing each other i guess. Maybe we still need each other by the side like we used to do last time. Seriously i have been thinking why we arent contacting but maybe is becos of Aloy's thingy.

Seems like u are leading a better life w/o me too:) that's good for u. Stop mj and get down to work. Ur baby is coming out soon u will have lots of sweet talks and hugs. By then life will be sweeter and busier for u. Take greatest care and rmb i'm always here too.

Loves,

Wing

Where are you?

2008-03-22T13:29:00.002+08:00

I miss the old days. Now i know what is the meaning of friends. Yes, I miss them but they are no where to be seen now. No calls, no sms. We drifted apart. What a sad thing to say.

Okay life still goes on. But in a miserable way i guess.

Now i have somethings to aim for. My University application, my DS and earn more money!

May i be blessed with all the happiness in the world:) Cheers!

Depressed,
Wing

SOmeone pls help me.

2008-03-14T18:15:00.002+08:00

Hey, my blog is rotting again!

Erm kinda like sick of my life. After attachment still so bored! Nth to do. Always slacking. I'm going to be broke like real soon.

Cant find a suitable job. Omg. This is killing me.

I wanna some shopping spree. But i do not have any cash or credit cards to spare. Diao.

Erm inject some life into me.

Went out with my girls (yuanping and shendia). Lots of window shopping but i manage to buy some stuffs!

Broke broke. Let me strike 4D pls:)

Loves,
Wing

My blog has rotten.

2008-02-12T14:34:00.000+08:00

Okay, my blog has really rotten. Let me update on myself first.

Finish the damn god attachment. But still feels tired. Still got hell lots of work to be done.

Not forgetting HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone! I miss my girls. They are so so damn cute:):)

Miss the old days. Can time turn back. I wanna go back to like last time:(

Okay getting emo soon..... I'm really sick and tired of my life. Somehow feels that i had enough of everything. Like can it comes to an end. Put a dot to everything?

Whew, I just want to vent all my sorrows and anger here! Right now!

Loves,
Wing

P.S. I LOVE YOU

When's the last time i blog?

2007-11-11T02:18:00.000+08:00

It's been a long long time since i last blogged. My blog is rotting? or it has rotten?

Have been facing the computer like monday to friday, 8.30 to 5.30. Too lazy to on my laptop when i reached home:(

Well as usual life sucks big time. Still having my attachment. Will end in like 2 months or so. Still freaking long. Thinking what am I suppose to do after that.

Banking world seems to be cool but seriously it stress like hell. My goal is to be a banker and I will be a banker. That's my dream and i will achieve it. So now i'm called Citibanker. How cool:)

Things aren't turning out to be the way i want. So god can you like pls give me a hand and more time and of cos more cash!!!!

My next aim for now will be NUS. Cool isn't it? Laughs. Nah, my grades arent that spectacula. So will see how things go. Wish me best of luck people.

I miss my boy. Not forgetting my precious girlfriends:)

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BOring...zzzz

2007-09-15T04:20:00.000+08:00

Life so boring!!! Work work work and nothing else. Kinda sucks. Sigh:(

It's like freaking long till my attachment ends. I don't know how am i going to survive. Like 20 more weeks to go. WAO!!! How cool can that be. Freaking going to kill me man!

Results out. Passed. But not with flying colours. Shit them. Sigh:(

God can you like pls pull me out of this miserable life. PLEASE!!! Fark them all.

Retarded,
Wing

OMG

2007-09-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

One more day to rest and i'm starting my attachment. Freaking hell. This is like killing me. Help!!!

Half a year for my attachment. Everyday 8.30am to 5.30pm. How am i going to survive? can someone tell me. OH SHIT. No one to meet for lunch. Poor little me:( So sadistic right? signs. NO money to buy formal wear that's the most pathetic things that can happen. I'm going to wear the same thing over and over again! Laughs.

Hope i got the time to blog again:( Just woke up. Going to work now. Tired and boring of course:(

I miss my bitches. Cant meet them until like next week end. and my stella bitch is working during the weekends. Schedule clash. OMFS!

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Work work

2007-08-31T13:18:00.000+08:00

Starting my attachment next week! 8.30 to 5.30, how am i going to survive? Pls tell me. It's like so long~~~~ No msn, no surfing net, no to anything. So boring. It's liek freaking far too. Cityhall. Omg. Can't imagine i got to wake up like super early to prepare myself for work.

Wanna say sorry to stella and pong and tata for making so much trouble to them. I really didnt mean it. Maybe i should go reflect on myself what stella had told me the other day. Why am i always listening to him although the legs are mine. I dun understand myself too. why am i doing all these things to disappoint my friends and make myself like a fool. Sadistic. Anyway a BIG BIG SORRY them.

Went out with my bitches and all. It's like super fun! ate at marina south. STEAMBOAT. Dun be jealous people. Took neo-prints. Sounds a bit childish. Laughs. Took alot of photos!!! Woo i enjoyed that day to the fullest.

Maybe this blog is going to rot like dunno for how long. Cos of my attachment i dun think i have the time to even use my laptop. Somemore aloysius is like using it to play dota and dun wanna return me. Fark!

Take care everyone. I miss my bitches and friends:)

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whatever

2007-08-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

Exams period. Stressed. WTF, it's hard to catch up with things you left undone for months. Just feel like rotting at home and doing nothing. Or maybe go for a spin? Laughs. That will make my mood better i guess.

I miss my friends. I hate the life i'm living with now. It sucks big time. save me!

Feeling something amissed. Not sure how to express it out. But just feel weird. Argh!!

Am i really happy to cling onto something which doesnt belong to me? Thinking and thinking:(

Back to the past please!

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Blah

2007-08-14T02:22:00.000+08:00

I'm not studying!!! WTH. I'm dead!

rainy day.

2007-07-23T01:12:00.000+08:00

Come to think about it, it's been a long long time since i last take any photo. Cant update my friendster with my recent photo. But getting paler each day. Ugly ugly ugly. WTH.

Another bored day. Cant really concentrate studying. Playful and lazy me. Slept the whole day! Woo! Gonna buck up from today. Draw my own timetable. Laughs. Didnt get to see my stella bitch today. Sad. Wonder how is she??? Anyway i still love her.

Baby baby baby!!! I love you so. Doubt he know. He didnt even know my blog address. Laughs.
Baby going to ORD soon!!! This wednesday. He must be so excited. Like "sign on" for nearly 4 years. HAHAHA.

Having school at 9am 2moro. exhuasted=(

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I'm so lost.

2007-07-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

I'm so lost and aimless. Life is so meaningless. Endless of quarelling makes me feel weary.

Super sick. Fever just gone down. Feels giddy and restless. Can you show me more concern then to keep scolding. Seriously i think no point hanging on. I had enough of ur nonsensical attitude.

If this carry on i'll just break down. School works are giving big head! Exams exams exams, homework homework homework. Nothing else.

Another bad bad day. Hope it will be over real soon.

GIVE ME A BREAK PEOPLE!!!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH=(

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Super bad luck

2007-07-17T02:26:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! I can't believe that my lucks are going down and down each single day. BAD BAD LUCK!! Save Me pls someone. I need a 360 degree changed in my life.

Nearly fainted on the bus today, alight the bus and took a cab and head to polyclinic. Bad start of the week. Pui***

Rest a lot but still not feeling well. Got lots of illness maybe dying real soon. SADISTIC!

Got scold from aloy when i met him. Things didnt turn out better. Have nothing much to say to each other. Felt that he changed, maybe i changed too. These few days i have been asked by many people " Do you think u and aloy got future?" I'm still wondering cos i did not think of this question at all. Somehow it affects me. But it's hard to leave him. Although he dont treat me well but we had good times together too.

Should have my A math test but got an MC dont know if there's retest but i dont know any stuff about it anyway:( Must work damn hard now. Exams are drawing near. After today, i will have all my presentation done and i can concentrate on my studies. BUCK UP WING! GO GO GO!=P

Some encouragement for myself if not i think i'm collasping soon.

Went home and u know what? Get scolding from my brother just becos i on the wireless. WTH. So damn suai right? Get F**K for nothing but my brother and aloy. Cool.

Anyway must thanks mummy for her concern. Bought me luuch and dinner. How nice:) Tired of working. Sick of this kind of life. Wooo~~~ STRESS STRESS STRESS=(

OKay gonna go to bed soon. If not i will be super duper tired again 2moro. Will be a long day for me. Presentation and night class:( puke.

Overall bad bad day. How nice can it be:(

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Sad sad day:(

2007-07-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

Oh man, my bitch and oh darling was saying that my blog is rotting soon. Laughs. So i came to blog. Was real busy with school projects. Don't even have the time to sleep how can i blog?

My bitch is blogging now too:) WOO~~ I miss her:P Just for one day that i didnt see her i miss her hell lot.

My school works are killing me. I don't know a single thing. Having my exams the following month. How cool can that be:( Gotta pull my my socks till like socking so high up! Laughs. Having my A maths test 2moro. But i don't know a single thing! Keeping my fingers crossed. Hope i can get it.

I miss a person. A person that hurts me so so so much. We didnt contact for a day and i felt something so amissed. I love him. But he changed alot. Maybe is just the memories that i cant let go. Not him. Trying hard to think. What am i doing for so long? Nothing seems to work for us. Maybe he has given up and someday i will too.

Good luck to myself. i shall work hard from now on. An independent way is awaiting me:)

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Boring:(

2007-06-10T19:39:00.001+08:00

My life is in a mess now. I'm so so lost. What to do? pouts.

No one can understand me. School works are killing me. My mind is so blank. Help help!!!

Workhard
Wing

Confession

2007-04-28T02:58:00.000+08:00

We are from a different world, leading a different life.
Different thinking, different attitudes.
We ain't the same anymore.
Not now, neither the future.
To me, it no longer matters anymore
because i'm dread of all these "over and over again" things
which are never ever ending.

P.S I have to learn how to love myself first before i learn to love others.

8 months

2007-04-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

27th April 2007, 8 months of love given away. Fully, truthfully and sincerely.

I just want to say,
I love you, baby.
More than anything else.

Memories:)

2007-04-26T10:48:00.000+08:00

MEMORIES:)
I look so elated don't I?

I want to be like the old ME from now on.

Give me time, I will. All i need is time.

Time will heal the pain in my heart.

Enough is enough

2007-04-26T09:43:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling really unappreciate, you are taking my love for granted baby. I don't know how much more i can take from you.

You changed so much. Or was it me who changed? I think from now on i'm going to change. Change into a girl who is more forgiving, say nothing at all. Tolerating is all i can do. I know i just can't give up. Heart broken, love given away but nothing gain except pain and tears.

Suddenly don't have the motivation to study maybe is because of the long holiday breaks which make me feel this way. I'm scare cos i'm damn slack and i know nuts about school stuffs now. Wth. This is like killing me. Give me BREAK!!!

Had so much fun last night. Clubbing is the best relaxing exercise. Laughs. Thanks to khang yong. Hugs. Ke ling and him had so much fun dancing. They are COOL. Dance in BIG BIG movement=)

2 days ago met up with my long lost friend, MICHELLE LIM. How cool can that be! She is still so fun loving like last time. But a different Michelle now. She is now a woman with target and career minded. Glad to see her this way. Not tied in the love knot anymore. How we love SINGLE!!!!

I miss my Miss stella, zhenna, soo yi. Although i don't know them long but i think they are worth my love. All my miss naughty, take good care. Love u all to bits.

Unappreciate,
wing=(

Exhuasted=(

2007-04-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

So so so exhuasted=(

Had a long day today. Slept at 2am this morning and woke up at 5.09am. Such a short nap i had. Went out to meet baby. He had a hard night too. Headache and tired.

Met him for breakfast. Ate alot. Bleh.So full. (mouth filled with foods)

After breakfast went back to baby's house and i didn't wanted to sleep cause i'm having work later (my bitch intro me- flyers). So baby help me to straighten my hair. Cool. Straight like antainer. laughs=)

Drive to work. I'm such a blur queen. That's what baby always says. Reached work place early, stella the bitch had her macDonald. wth. Still eat still eat. Shit her. BOOOOOO.......

Work work work... Finally, AFTER WORK!!!! Drive all of them home and went seletar with bitch. tears tears tears. Poor little girl. Went to fetch her mummy. So scary. I'm scare of her. But lucky she was in good mood. TIO 4D!!!! Shiok shiok. When's my turn? Soon i think. hope so!!!! Hope baby TIO 4D also. =)

Long long day, now slacking at bitchy house. Yawns. Maybe going to her ah ma house. /???/ so funny.

baby's sleeping, can't disturb him if not i will get scolding. Miss him so much. loves.

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No time

2007-04-14T01:04:00.000+08:00

She's my bitch and i love her!

P.S I don't have time to blog! Bleh:p

When is my turn?

2007-04-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

Quick quick!!! I suddenly have the urged to get my class 2b license as fast as possible. Too bad that i'm broke. If not i will sure book like hell. Can't wait to get my own bike! =)

Work work work. Gonna go for interview on monday for another job. Hope to get in and can plan my own schedule. Then i got extra cash for my allowance.

School's gonna reopen the following week. OMG. God damn bored. Hope i can get good results this semester. Gonna work hard like a farking nerd again. Time managing is required here. Not enough time.

Less time for friends and baby. More time for school, work and family=)

Tired and moody.

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What the hell am i doing?

2007-04-05T01:55:00.000+08:00

I'm lost for words. What can i do now? Everything just doesn't seem to be going my way.

I got to be responsible for what i did. To those whom i had caused problem for them. I'm sorry.

I'm scared. Real scared. Lost my soul. Mind is in a blank now. Pouts:(

Help me help me help me!

Love him.

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I won't feel hurt anymore

2007-04-04T04:00:00.000+08:00

I won't feel hurt anymore because my heart is numb. The things you said won't be piecing to my ears anymore because you said it everyday.

I learned my lesson. One step, i ruined my whole life. I dissapoint my parents. I always thought i know how to think and have grown up until today then i know i'm not. I'm still an inmature girl who is totally controlled by others. I have no self thinking. I do what people say. I'm just like a robot. I have no feelings now. No pain, no love, no hate, no thinking, no nothing. Just like an empty container. Contains nothing.

Everything have changed. Including me. After everything is settled, i will bring back my ownself. I promise.

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What a nice thing to say.

2007-04-02T03:16:00.000+08:00

One word, " It can't be compare.", I'm defeated.

Nothing is as precious as trust. I don't feel love at all. It's all fading or maybe it didn't begin at all.

I give more than i take. I want to put a full stop to all these mistakes and walk away quietly.

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One thing: Money.

2007-03-29T02:04:00.000+08:00

One most important thing in life: Money. Everything is about money. Why do we need money to carry out transcation? I hate this thing called money.

What's so good about it. Maybe I will be happier without it. I do not have to stress about it. Work and pay. What for work? Waste ur time at the work place and in the end the hard earned money still goes to others.

Life is not meaningless. Is just that i make it meaningless. I think i'm pervertic. I choose to make myself miserable when i do not have to and seriously do not need to. Life is just full of shits.

To the tears i had drop. To the heart that is broken. I do not live for myself. I live for others. I drop the precious tears of mine for others. I broke the heart that is implanted in my body for others. I'm just a human being without soul.

I'm not what you all think i am. I'm nobody to anyone in the world. Not even the people closest to me: My family. I just walked down the alley myself. Holding my own hands and the strong wind blowing against me. Telling me, "You will be alone forever. Walk with determination or you will fail."

I'm hanging on. Real hard. I will walk on, alone.

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